Silvery Taste

Bubble

Gas

Hitting an empty stomach

I like feeling bad

Dirty

Unworthy

I don’t want to get better

Let me be

Let me be me

For a moment at least

Like sucks for everyone

Some people let it get to them

I’m one of those

Weak

And yet deluding myself into being better

Stronger

Someone I respect

Maybe

Maybe that will do.

Raise the suffering from existence.

And be left with only pain.